1. Money , lots of money , to make myself , my close ones happy . 2. Lots of Power to take revenge on ppl who insulted me and my close ones , and also took me for granted 3. Love , ppl assume by my nature that I don't want it , but I want that someone who's got it bad for me, as I'm the only one who matters in their world . Someone , to whom I can run and give a huge hug to after a long day. It's quite lonely all by myself